villan

I feel like you paint me as a villain in your mind. Like I’m holding you back from living a better life. Like having me walk beside you is more harmful than good. You want things to be my fault, so you have more reason to push me away. To ignore me. To project all of your deepest, darkest insecurities onto me. But the truth is, I bring something out of you. I make you feel. I show you what real unconditional love feels like. I take your dark with your light. I show you the parts of your soul that need tending to. And that’s too intense for you. You say the love I give is exactly what you’re looking for, but you’re terrified of it. You’re afraid to feel. To love fully. And that’s why you run away from me. It’s not because we aren’t good for each other. It’s not because I’m holding you back from reaching your fullest potential. It’s not because you’re better off without me. It’s because I expose you to vulnerability. I expose you to self-awareness and healing. I show you who you are down to your core. And then I remind you to love all parts of you. To be honest about them. To open your heart and not be so cynical. So closed off. I make you feel something. And you can make me the bad guy all you want, but the truth will always remain the same. You’re afraid to love me.